Its Almost Over

PUASA....
Ahhhh, Puasa.
You shall end in two days time.
You have helped me loose some.
You have helped me clean myself
You have also put me through torture
You have made me go almost insane

The end of you means the start of Raya.

Raya....
Ahhhh, Raya.
You shall bring me joy and happiness in two days
You shall help me put on all the things I've lost with Puasa.
You make my Lola make great food
You make my Lolo and Uncles and Aunts and Parents gimme money.
You make me happy, Raya.
Yes you do.

HAHAHAHA

the little things you do to me are...

TAKING ME OVER...
hahaha
Sound familiar?

OK, anyways..
The little things you do (not necessarily to me) are cute and make me laugh.
Why did I not notice this before?
Why have you suddenly been on my mind more than usual lately?
I like this.
But sadly, it will never be.
The promise we made, was it for real? Or just for fun, for laughs?
It is still funny when I imagine ourselves keeping our word. HAHAHA.
Can you imagine us like that? HAHAHAHA.

I do still owe you that little thing. Make sure you claim your prize before the end of October. ^^
The thing that made me laugh that day was how you'd give up loads just for your prize.
Me : "If your answer is wrong, I won't give you your prize."
You : *Erases answer off papers*
HAHAHAHAHA...

I know the people who read this won't get it one bit.
Cool.

oh thank God

I'm never doing that again
Oh thank God everything was safe
I almost lost everything
I'll try it next time with a professional

Anyways, I caught you looking at me last night.
I saw that smile. It was cute.

I liked what I saw and I REALLY liked what I heard.
But I don't even know your name. I don't know where you're from.
But we have a month plus to find that out.
So, maybe next week we can sit together for a while?
Get to know what's behind that cute smile.
Looking forward to it.

I can't say

I can't say I love you. Cuz I don't know if I do.
I can't say I wanna be with you. Cuz I don't know if I do.
I can't say I know you. Cuz I don't know if I do.

I can't say what I feel. Cuz I don't know what it is that I feel.
I can't say what we are. Cuz I honestly don't know what we are.
I can't say that we're like this. Cuz I don't know if we're not that.

I can't say I know what happened. Cuz I don't.
I can't say I know what's GOING to happen. Cuz I don't.
I can't say I know we're gonna be together. Cuz I don't.

Am I angry? Or angry that I'm sad?
Do I hate you? Or just hate to let you go?
Do I love you? Or just love who you WERE.

I'm not sure if I hate you. But I'm not sure if I love you anymore either......

The Days Of My Life... (HAHAHAHAHA)

Great Three Days in a Row....

Saturday, 16/8/08
SWEPA Toastmasters Installation Ceremony
Victor Ting, Jan and myself.
Songs Played:
-Fly Me To The Moon
-What A Wonderful World
-Put Your Records On
-I'm Yours
-Dream
-Another You (Solo by Vic)

Feedback:
Was SUPER FUN!
Great feedback from everyone.
Kevin was there to check us out.
He says things were good. But I should consider loosing weight. OUCH.
Overall, had wonderful time with great friend and great brother.


Sunday, 17/8/08
16th K.K. Music Festival
(My third time)
I sang "Summertime"
Was super nervous.
Vocalized before the actual competition.
Sang the song a couple of times.
Then the competition.
The first guy was awesome.
He was singing an Italian opera song. Projection was AWESOME!!
Ok, 2nd person. Small girl. Ok for her age. But the other three contestants(including myself) would totally crush her cuz of our mature voices.
3rd, was my schoolmate. She was ok. But projection was not as good as the first dude.
Then me. I sang. Was so happy when singing. Was so in the moment. I thought it was great. Got off the stage with a HUGE SMILE.
Then, prize time. Judge gave comments first. She said the dude had great projection and the other girls did ok. Her comments to me were "like a black singer". Like, WOOHOO much...
Ok, skipping everything. I GOT FIRST PLACE!!! woohoo!! This is the first time I got first in this competition. Got third twice before. That was like, the icing on the cake. The cake was just me singing my heart out. That was already awesome... heheheh

Monday, 18/8/08
Nothing really special today. Went to school. Then after school, dad and I picked up bro from this Bass Guitar and Drum workshop in Halo Cafe at City Mall. Then, when I got there, it was jamming time. So, to make things short, Daniel got on stage, started playing Put Your Records On, and looks at me with a face that signals me to get my ass on stage. After a few seconds of consideration, I got on stage and jammed with them. It was fun. And not only did people see me in my uniform, the saw and heard me SING in my SCHOOL UNIFORM. Which I never really want people to see. LOL.

So, overall. I had a GREAT three days.

Next thing on my list:

ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING!

Saw Jan Again

OMG. Today at me music place, I saw me ex-vocal teacher's kid there. He needed to meet up with this bass guy for his recording.
I listen to him sing. OMG! IT WAS FREAKING AWESOME! And he messed up one of the lines and he says "Oh, sorry. I just wrote this two days ago."
Like, TWO DAYS AGO?!?! Me, Bro and Vic heard this and we all looked at each other and were like, DAMN!!!!
WOW... We were really in the presence of a TRUE artist. But he like, studies in.. erm... Holland? Yeah.. And I only see him once in a while.
I wanna hear his recording man!! I know it'll be like FREAKING AWESOME!!
Jan, PLEASE SEND ME A COPY OF YOUR ASS-KICKING ALBUM!!!!

Ok, Teddy, being sweet as he is, got me a nice version of Summetime for me to listen to and study for the competition this Sunday. Listening to it now. Trying to scat. HAHAHAHA. CAN YOU IMAGINE?!?!?

Ok, well. hmmm. Thats it.

my cookies.delicious.

Just look at them. They were perfect. OMG. Mouth watering. HMMMmmmmMMMMmmmMM