embrace the rebelious, full of angst, pathetic teen you truly are

I am 15 going on 16.
I think I'm going through the REAL teenage phase.
Why do I say that?
Cuz I don't care much about anything except having fun.
Cuz I get annoyed too easily with what _____ say
Cuz I never thought I'd go through what I am now.
Which is I hate _____
All I wanna do is have fun.
And _____ is/are giving me lots of crap!
Honestly!
I know who I am.
I know what I am capable of.
I know what I wanna do.
I know how to make things work out.
So freaking trust me! JUST FREAKING LAY OFF!!

What I live for is the love I have for performing. I love the high I get when I'm on stage and people and there showing their support.

I know what I want.

And my stupid results dont count for SHIT.

Its amusing though, I've got 2 A's 2 B's 2 C's 2 D's. hahahahaha

Hey, at least I passed everything. That's awesome.

Oh don't you worry. I have a plan. No matter what, I WILL do what I love.

Watch my ____? I wouldn't have a ____ if you didn't annoy me with stupid unnecessary questions that I'm sick of just saying "yes" too.

Conclusion: I realize i AM now one of those teens that are like "So? What you gonna do about it?"

>:(

Thank You Student Fellowship Night! THE F'ING PARTY OF THEF'ING YEAR!!!

I just got back from the damn party of the year.
For those who couldn't be there, I feel so sorry for you.

I just wanna say some thanks yous today:

Thank you Kevin Tan for coming into my life and getting me into De Notes. Without you and your school, I wouldn't be the RockStar Diva I am today.

Thank you Gordon Chin for backing me and bringing an energy with you that makes me hype!

Thank you my "darling" Jay. You have backed me with many songs. I know you can totally kick Daniel's ass any day! Thanks for helping me.

Thank you my BRADDER! Victor Ting, for supporting me and laughing with me. Thank you for introducing me to Head Banging, which at first made me dizzy. But cuz of you, I can now head bang so much till my neck get sore and STILL not get dizzy. hahahaha

Thanks Debbie, the greatest Bass player in the world!! Thanks for making the show as great as it was!

Thanks Frederick for giving La Bamba and me JUST the right groove. Just enough to make me dance too.

Thanks Jan, my real bro. I'm real proud of you for doing "I'm with you" with me and nailing it!

Thanks Steve, Ricky and Daniel for dancing with me. You guys helped me lose so much weight tonight! hahaha. Now I know who I can bring clubbing with me when I turn 18. Wait, actually you guys jumped with me too during all the rock. So I know who to bring to concerts too! AWESOME!!

Thanks Daniel once again for dancing with me through the slow songs. Anyone would be lucky to have you. Love you loads!

Thanks...erm... Tim I think, from Blaming Sarah, for taking me by the hand and taking me somewhere new. Hahahahha. I mean, thanks for reaching out to me as I was reaching out to you when I sang the line "take me by the hand and take me somewhere new"

Thanks Darell! Your jump was JUST right. I hope I'll see you soon. Maybe by then you'll get your hair long enough to head bang with me! Oh yeah. You're Darell, and you're HOT!

Thank you to all the bands that played tonight! Erm... I cant remember all your names. All I know is Bread and Jam, and Blaming Sarah. You guys made me JUMP! That other band from Sri Insan I think, I only know one guy wich is Zeb. So yeah, you guys rocked! Thanks for the lollipop!!

Thank you people who supported me and loved me on stage! Without your energy I don't think I would have been so rockin'!

Thanks Marc from Bread and Jam. You told me that you loved that I sweat on stage. Inside I was like "WHAT??". But you continued and said "It means you're giving it your all". Which I totally was! I'll try to remember to give it my all till I sweat! HAHAHAHAH... eeeewwww....

Thanks Gavin Young for taking cool pics. Looking forward to seeing them. You were cute!

My babes Gina and Cheryl. I feel so bad for you guys. I'm sorry you couldn't make it. But I dunno if you would've loved it as much as I do. You guys don't seem like the rocker type. Maybe thats why we're best mates. We're all so different from each other. Love you guys for supporting me whatever! LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!

Thanks organizer whom I dont know. I loved playing for the party tonight. Make it a annual thing k? That'll be the most awesome thing!

Thanks Mom for helping me with my make up! And dad for dropping us off and picking us back up.

This was the party of my life yet. 2008 was the greatest year of my life YET!

So, my results and coming out in a few hours. And all I can say is,

" I don't F'ing CARE! I don't care what I get! I don't care what stream you f'ing send me to! Cuz no matter what, I'll still be the most rockin' chick in school!"

THAT'S WHAT'S UP!

So, I guess thats it. Goodnight!

Goodbye 2008!

I'm Liyana. And I'm a SuperRockStarDiva!

And you know you can't resist me!

HugHugKissKiss!

Goodbye 2008

2008.
How you have brought me happiness and sadness.

This year was BIG for me.
This year was the year I found my place in the music scene.
Well, a SMALL scene. heeheehee

2008 was the year I:
Did not fall in love
Acted most like a teenager
Cried tears of hurt and pain. But joy too
Did not and DID socialize
Embraced angst
Didn't care what people thought and just acted like ME.
Spent too much on clothes
was taught how to use make
made many new friends
grew
fought
learned many new things
discovered new ways of feeling
met great musicians
did too many things that i cant recall

So, I wanna bring in the New Year with a bang.

So, can anyone help me find a BANG?