Years ago...

GOSH!!!

I was looking through my 2007 year book, and I saw pictures of myself.

GOSH I WAS SOOOOO "ATTRACTIVE"!!!

urgh.

I mean, seriously!

WHAT THE HELL??

I know i'm not like, FREAKISHLY fat or whatever, but honestly.... I looked pretty BAAADDDD....

sigh.

Like, I had boy friends then, and seriously, what did they see in me?

I had braces, a weird BIG ass smile, bad hair all tied back and clipped like a stupid nerdy good girl, and... well.... I guess that's it...

But NNNOOOOOWWWWW
I lost the braces, still have that BIG smile (but its nicer), my hair is better (got bangs and shit), and well, I guess I dress better.

So, this leads me to my next question.

If guys loved me then when I was SOOOO "attractive", why don't guys love me now that I'm BETTER than before??

FOOORRRRR RRREEAAAALLLL!!!!!

like, URGH.

I think 2009 is the year I change everything.

"When you turn 16, your world changes."

I've heard this before I turned 16. Thought it was crap.

Turns out.....

IT HOLDS TOO MUCH TRUTH!!!

Like even last year...

I had bad hair.

Bad skin.

Just bad looks I guess.

My jeans were baggy.

My shirts were plain.

I didn't wear accessories.

and just plain... PLAIN.

But at 16!!

WOOHOO!

I got nice blouses.

Skinny jeans.

Nice shoes.

Better bras.

Good jewelery.

Nice perfume.

Better hair style.

Just BETTERRRR...

Soooo.... yeah.

I'm waiting for your call, guys...

hahahha

that sounded lame.

and shitty.

and pathetic...

sigh.

well, I'm done complaining.

Lazy to colour this thing.

ciao