missing Gina... HYPER-NESS ROCKS!!

GINA!!! i miss you.... T.T
I missed this hyper-ness that we share...
I love being HYPER!
EVERYONE SHOULD BE HYPER...
I mean, in a good mood...
I admit, i thought that emo was cool. But notice that its "thought" and not "think". And "was" and not "is"...
Emo is over-rated I feel. Being hyper makes things FUN!
Everyone should be hyper and all happy like.. You know?
Thats why I miss you Gina.. I'm kinda on my own when its hyper time.. HAHAHAHA... Rarely are BOTH Mich and Joyce hyper with me... But its super fun when they are... hahahaha....

Anyways, I just read this post that Mich wrote... and... WONDERING..... hehehehehe
HMMMmmMMMmmmMMMM.... Self-centeredness... is that a word? Well, if its not, its is now... HAHAHAHAHA.... ANYWAYS.... Yes, self-centered people are everywhere. I AM ONE!!! hahahahahahaha.... self centered is different from confidence though... I respect people with confidence and a positive attitude... Its great being positive, ain't it?? hehehehehe....

I think I'm A BIT hyper... hehehehe... Hence the hahahahs and hehehes... hehehehehehe.... LOL.

Well, just posting about random stuff, like, DO YOU KNOW HOW TO MAKE BURGERS?? HAHAHAHAHA....

Oh yeah. Me and Gina went round school and asked people that... hehehehe.... We got a good responce... HAHAHAHA.... FUN!!!

Gina honey, I MISS YOU!!!

ways to break the ice/ my life updates...

WAYS TO BREAK THE ICE

Well, what I have noticed is, if you start off with really random crap, it'll make that new person that you wanna get to know laugh and make them feel at ease... Thats what happened with me.

One way you can start off is, asking them:
-Hey, do you know how to make burgers?? (LOL!!)

Then start talking about foods you guys like... Food is always a good topic to talk about... But then it makes me hungry... Hmmmm... Feeling hungry now... I wouldn't mind a burger... HMMmMMMMmmm.... Double Cheese Burger from BK(that would be Burger King, if you didn't know)

Oh wait. Im supposed to blog about ways to break the ice...

Well, just stick to random crap.. Like, have you ever tried chocolate chips with potato chips? It taste weird, but a NICE kinda weird. Like, I wanna keep eating it... HAHAHAHA...


OK, me updates...

Hmmmm.... I didn't get to see V at the Sutera Run, cuz he didn't go and my ride was way too late... but its cool... Wait, IS IT COOL??? I guess it is... Cuz there's nothing I can do about it...

So, I have to wait till the end of the year to see him... But I did call him... hahahah... Had a nice conversation with him... Well, what more can I say?... There's not much to update... Maybe I'll update ya'll about THIS particular subject in December. hahahahah

My song...

I don't know how but I will soon.
I will record this song that I wrote and put it up everywhere!
Me blog, Me facebook, YouTube.. blah blah blah...

Hmmmm.... Come to think of it, I'm kinda scared to put it up... You know, there are really rude people that inhabit this dying planet, Earth. So, I might get like, bad comments and shit like that... But whatever... I'm just happy I wrote a song that I can remember and play on the guitar ALL BY MYSELF!! HAHAHAHA... Well, if you guys know me like I know me, you'd know that I can't really play the guitar. But after a few hours practicing, I can play my song ALMOST flawlessly... hehehehehe.....

OK, fine. Here are the lyrics...


I wanted to write you a love song
But I didn't know the right words to say
I wanted to write you a love song
That would make you smile the way I love

I'm trying to write you a love song
That'll make your heart melt
I'm trying to write you a love song
That'll show you how I felt that day
When you smiled at me
You swept me off my feet

Yes you did. Yes you did.


OK, it sounds better when I sing it. So, don't completely start hating on the lyrics... urgh.. I hate them HATERS... But when I hate, doesn't it make me a HATER too?

hmmmmm....

I love the boys who love to hate cuz they're just like me! hahahahahah

xOXo

Mich is a RACIST!! (mich, u gave me permission dy)

This is how much of a racist Mich is...

Mich: Eh! *Points at some random guy* Quite Liang oh... Eh, but look like Malay. Dun wan lah...
Lia: *Gives Mich a look*

And this didn't happen ONLY once.... But, MANY MANY MORE times.....

Yes, Mich is NOT racist to me. But Mich darling, did you know that I was Malay when we first met way back in primary 5? No, right??

Its a good thing that Karma hit you darling. Cuz now you know NOT to judge a book by its cover.... I am learning that too... As I too am a BIT of a racist... heheheheh

Together-gether bah!! LOL!!!

don't you just love the colours??

Don't you just LOVE the colours on my blog??

hehehehehehehe

I DO!!

Its so pretty...

hehehehehe

Don't you think?

Well, if you don't, don't need to tell me..

Mama says "If its not nice, DON'T say it"

But its not like I myself always follow that rule...

heheheheh....

currently.... erm.... hmmmm..... dot dot dot

So, js updates.
Mich is back in school! YAY! Had a good holiday, darling? LOL. Missed you loads...

So, like, the first 2 lines of the previous blog "me right now to you" happened.. So now js waiting for the rest to unfold.. hehehe

Neil (tiger) read my blog. Neil also happens to know Mr VJrM... SNAP!! And now, I'm js afraid that Mr Tiger will leak me blog to Mr VJrM...

I told my mom about "this guy that I have a crush on"... Din have much time to tell her everything. So reactions were normal. She wasn't surprised when I told her he was a musician.. Well, DUH... Cuz i'm in music too.. Naturally, I'd be attracted to guys who play an instrument.. heheheheh

I have been TRYING to study... But instead 2nd line of THAT blog happened. Couldn't concentrate very well... hehehehhe... But it was so much more fun to be doing that than studying... No, but seriously, I'VE GOT TO STUDY!!

Trial is coming up... FECK... And its the same day of The Sutera Harbor 7KM Charity Run... V(yeah, let's js cut it to this. Js V instead of VJrM) will be there... With Jason hopefully... Missing him terribly... Read blog entry entitled "JASON" to know more about why I miss him...

Ok, so... Right after the last paper of the day, will grab Mich and Joyce and head for home. Get ready and GO! If you really knew me, My friends and I are not the type to run... But this Charity Run that happens every year is a great place to get together and meet people... Social Gathering... Yeah... Thats what it is to us teens...

Cammy's blog is CRAZY LONG!! You can find her link down there in my blog somewhere... I think she post something up EVERYDAY... ITS HER DIARY!!! Like, SUPER CRAZY LONG!! Funny, but tiring... HAHAHAHA... She says "kalah ur blog to mine".... I KNOW... But I don't mind... ehehehehe

We are still not done playing 21 questions.. HE IS A VERY SLOW TEXTER.... It takes him an hour to reply... heheheh... Ok lah, maybe thinking of questions seem to be the problem... But ONE HOUR??? hahahahaha....

I dunno why, but for some reason, I MISS MY BABE... hahahahah... Mich would be disgusted. Cammy would laugh and Vic Bro would do something stupid to tease me about it.... My babe is on youtube now thanks to Vic bro... HAHAHAHAHA.... What song was he playing? hmmmm.... Can't remember. But ya'll don't need to know about my babe... XD!!

I think that's about it for now...

xOXo

me right now to you

I'm waiting for you to receive it
I'm waiting for your text
I'm waiting for Sunday
I'm waiting for you to win the bet
I'm waiting for your reaction
I'm waiting for what happens next

I wanna know what is it I feel
I wanna know what exactly is it I want out of this
I wanna know your side

I DO know that I just wanna laugh at or with you
I DO know that I just wanna be around you
I Do know that I'm falling even though I just wanna trip

But I don't know if you're falling
I don't know if you're even tripping
I don't know what's the purpose behind "this"
I don't know what will happen

I'm hoping the answers will reveal themselves
I'm hoping things won't change too much
I'm hoping we won't be apart for too long

"XD" "LOL"

My Brownies!!!

My Brownie Mix! super cuteTRIPLE CHOCOLATE BROWNIE!!

I totally recommend ya'll to buy this!!

I just baked these today (12/07/o8) for my darling Michelle. But of course had to go through De Notes testing! hahaha... Pass bah!!
Just a bit only bah Mich. Don't worry!!

THEY TASTE FREAKING AWESOME!!

urgh

urgh
urgh-ing cuz i cant post much of what i want to
urgh-ing cuz ME PARENTS READ ME BLOG!!
URGH!!!
urgh....

I now have to be careful what I write.. damn..
So, today, Imma write about this damn nyamuk

This damn nyamuk has gave me THREE stupid nyamuk bites... GRRRR....
I wanna kill it, But I cant find it... GRRRR

stupid nyamuk...

And I found out that is vJRm. not VMJr... hahahah

And yes, VJrM, SAYA BERANI!

one minute, i feel angry, slamming doors and swearing in my heart
next minute, i feel the hurt. tears fall down my face and i just wanna lie there in my room to rot and die.
now i feel like i cant breath.
screaming along to screamo songs help a lil.
why am i crying? why do i feel this way?
is it cuz i know their right? or is it cuz i cant tell them to go away?

theresthisguy....( no more)

well, my post here WAS originally about "THIS GUY"...

But I've decided to take it down..

Well, cuz... My blog is out there for anyone and EVERYONE to read..

So that means, HE could probably read it..

I know I'm super bad at hiding my feelings, but THIS I cannot let him know until I'm totally 100% sure that he likes me back..

HAHAHAHAHAH

YES, CHOCOLATE

YES, CHOCOLATE!!
Yes, Michelle darling.. I will bake you something chocolate this week. Well, I'll try...
HEY!! This would be the best time to use that brownie mix I bought. "Oven ready in THREE minutes", so says the cover.
The packaging is SUPER cute.. Well, nice lah. Not "cute"... But nice... I will upload the pics one day... Maybe after this post...
So, Michy dear, you will have to wait till next week to get your brownies. Or I hope so. Cuz I dunno if they'll make it out the door. You know my bro and my dad. And our stomachs.. heheheh

ITS COOL.....

ITS COOL... ITS ALL COOL....
That has become my motto..
When things are going a different way then you'd originally want, you go "Its cool.." And go on with life and try to fix things in a positive lay back sorta attitude .
Or when like, your bro wants a bite out of the slice of cake you're having and he asks like really nicely, you go 'Its cool" and you give him some..
Or when like you got some thing but you know some one else wants it and you're ok with giving it to them and their like, "for real? dude. its ok. you got it." You go "Its cool..." and you give it to them.
So, me and my bro have been doing that for some time now.. And well, every thing's cool...
To sum it all up...
Its cool....

JASON!!

I missed you the second you walked out those doors... T.T
I hated watching you walk away....
The thought of me not being able to see till after.. ermm NOVEMBER?
Sigh...
I MISS YOU, JASON!!!
You were a great accompanist... And still are...
The picture of you that'll last me till our next meeting is of you in your "im a heavy drink, 100% pure" shirt. HAHAHA... Nice way to remember you right? Oh yeah... And you're small eyes that hide behind your glasses.. HAHAHA... No lah.. I will remember you for your music.. And your personality.. You're a great friend, Jason..
Cant wait to see you again...
Good luck in SPM.. YOU CAN DO IT!!^^

I AM SORRY

Sorry I was so dumb
Sorry I was so blind
Sorry I was being stuck up
Sorry for everything

to My Darlings, Mich and Joyce
(hope you guys get to read it)
Love yall...

i love my bro

I LOVE ME BRO!
Why? lol... Well, cuz he loves me too!! HAHAHAHA....
Well, some examples of his selflessness is:
He hates the smell of nail polish but that day when I was doing my nails, he helped me remove some nail polish off my finger. And well, I thought that must've been hard on the poor baby, cuz he REALLY hates the smell of nail polish AND nail polish remover. So, that was kind of him to do that for me, cuz I'm hopeless when it come to my right hand... BUT, not only does he do that, he does other things for me too, which I can't really think of right now... But I know one thing for sure, he's a better brother to me than I am a sister to him.. If you guys knew us, you'd know that THAT was TRUE....


Happy Holidays, Michy Dear... XD
You will be missed... HAHAHHA

I F'ING HATE

I F'ING HATE

Life... Well, only at times...
Now? I sure as hell hate it...
Why? Well, lemme tell you...
But I know some of yall will be like "urgh, another one of those emo kids complaining about how much their life sucks or how the world is screwed up".... Well, first of all, IM NOT EMO. But I CAN be a little emo-ish at time. And the world IS sometimes a lil screwed up..

ANYWAYS.......
My life hasn't been very kind to me lately...
You know how they say 'You are your own worst enemy'?
Well, sometimes you have to be your own best friend.
Yes you do...
Its sad but true...

SOOOOOOO........
I have been my own best friend lately...
I feel a certain distance to SOME people now...
And yes Mich and Joyce, I know I have been going NON STOP about De Notes, but I say a lot cuz i feel GREAT their. Its cool if you guys don't get it. Cuz at least I know I have something completely to myself. And I can kinda feel that you guys don't care, but its cool.. I don't care either... I care about me...

SOOOOO......
Have you ever felt alone even though there are hundreds of people around you?
I HAVE.. in class especially... Yeah, I know I've got Cammy. But do I REALLY have her?
idontthinkso....

OH YEAH....
And I HATE POSERS!!!!
Well, is that what you really call them?
Like, I hate those girls who are like 'Which boy should I lead on today, skip tomorrow and ditch the next day?... Hmmmm... Tough Tough Tough....'
Like, ewwww.. I just puked...
Well, you know what I mean right?
Like, HONESTLY? Why am I surrounded by shallow people? It sickens me..

OMG. I just realized that I SOOOOOO sound like kakak Nadira when SHE was 15.. YAY me... Now at least I know who I might become...

You know what?
I can't even remember what I really wanted to write today...
Well, I know its that I hate my life right this moment.
Won't hate tomorrow morning, cuz I'll be at De Notes... My sanctuary... HAHAHA....
Note to self: make sure to write about De Notes for the whole world to see. Cuz music people will love it...

What I really wanna say, I cannot...

Lets just put it at that...

Ok, lets try this

"Tell me where it hurts now, baby" I have no one to tell
"And I'll do my best to make it better" No one really can..
"I'll do my best to make those tears all go away" You're probably the reason

That was 'tell me where it hurts' by MYMP...